am i the next?

It's a long time since i've blogged. Not that i'm not online, i'm just purely lazy to fill in the details. Anyway, it's towards the end of my 2nd wk of poly life. I can tell you seriously i prefer poly life to Sec sch life. The most impt factor is having the freedom to do the things you cant do in sec sch. You learn to be independent in your learning, preparing you to step into the society. It is cool. (: Altho' we have to wake up early every morning cracking our brains of what to wear, i still love dressing up. Not afraid of being caught by discipline master for long fringes & ankle socks. lol.

I'm glad i'm in BM 0706. Having the cliques of fun & loving buddies. They brought joy to my life.
Because we're in a big grp, you wont be afraid of being left out. :) We did a survey just now abt the Immersion Programme where we can go overseas together with our classmates. There are 5 selected countries: China, Beijing. Chiang Mai, Thailand. Perth, Australia. Hong Kong. Japan. Of cos i chose Japan as my most preferred country! lol. Hope that they'll organised this trip this sept! hahaha. i'm always so excited when i'm talking abt overseas trip! lol. :D

Did my first ICA today. It's so -.- Those qns are from chapt 9. like wth. There's another ICA next wk. Chapt 9. darn difficult la. Aix. There's so many h/w awaiting for me to be done. Cos' i've done none this wk. LOL. slacker will always be slacker.

My bro went to Vietnam this morning for service learning. Will only be back by 17 May. How sad. No one to play with me. =( He shld be settling down at their village alr by now. Take care, kor!

I dunno what am i feeling. Nothing is secured. I'm just blindly following my heart. That's where my feeling lies? I'm not sure myself.

littlest things

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

ran away..

心软

歌曲：心软

请别再用谎话当作解释
这种爱不够真实
请别让我为你哭了一次一次
却哄我是你的天使
快乐不是我想像那样子
你给的爱带着刺
我找不到我在你心底的位置
眼泪就到这里为止
就算我还是不习惯
离开你的温暖
就算我的爱不想断
却想把痛剪短
就当做我曾付出的爱情都不算
这伤口让我痛的
不敢再心软
如果爱已虚弱的像张纸
我们该如何坚持
不是我自私只是不想再争执
眼泪就到这里为止
就算我还是不习惯
离开你的温暖
就算我的爱不想断
却想把痛剪短
就当做我曾付出的爱情都不算
这伤口让我痛的不敢再心软
我也舍不得放开
你带来的依赖
从今以后没有你在
我假装勇敢说着再见我的爱
不让你看出来我的失败
就算我还是不习惯
离开你的温暖
就算我的爱不想断
却想把痛剪短
就当做我曾付出的爱情都不算
这伤口让我痛的
不敢再心软


It seems so coincidental that this song fits in perfectly.

1st day in sch.

Some updates for my first day in poly. First lesson was Ms Anne taking the class. Speech lesson? I dunno what they call it. Anyway, we met up with some other classmates before the lesson. But, we were late & got said by Ms Anne. Quite embarrassing since we were the last few people entering the class. So, the class started with some speech writing about ourselves. Then, writing about our classmates. Giving speech about them. It ended halfway since it's 10am then. Walked to the lecture room. Learned about statistics. Quite bored. I think lectures are meant to be bored anyway. haha. Homework are given. Gotta refer to it later since i'm so free now.

Yes! No lab lesson tmr. Can wake up slightly later. :) Ate at Fish Shoppe just now. It sucks la. Nothing taste nice. >.< I rather save those money to buy something else. Shouldn't have spend much money on food. x(

Oh ya. And those who thinks Mr Freshie 2007 is handsome, he's the same class for our lectures! Damn handsome! *drooling away* lol. Saw Adriano also. 2nd time. I still think he's just cute la. Not handsome. haha. =P I want Renfred! Can i exchange Adriano over? :(


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lappy!

Yes! I finally got a laptop which suits every of my expectation. (: wee~ I love mama! She just rocks my life. ASUS W5 white version. oh god. it's so LOVELY. High speed with 120GB storage. Vista Home Premium. My dream laptop. So prettty~ ((((:

Sch's starting tmr. No idea where's my class. Oh dear. I think i need to be early in sch tmr to search for my class. lol. What shld i wear tmr? hmmm..


Questions surround me with no answers provided.
I'm tired.
I'm broken.
That's me.. for now.

SBM orientation.

Just ended my orientation ytd. So i shall blog abt it then. Met my class BM0706. Overall they're quite friendly. Manage to remember most of their names. First day was quiet. Second day was fun. Playing under the scotching hot sun, i'm tanned now. x( Then, played the confirm-wet water games. Was being splashed by BOON CHONG! argh! He's one of the OGLs anyway. It rained after a few of them went picking up the ping pong balls. So unfair man!

Having everyone squeezing in the poncho was a difficult task. Amily was saying the guys in our class are aint gentleman. And i agree! Anyway, we did 6 folds which was a good attempt. (: Had our grand finale. Mr & Miss Freshies! Mr Freshman is darn handsome la. Unfortunately, not my class. Sad case. :( Orientation ended perfectly anyway.

I went shopping at Bugis again. haha. This time with my new classmate, Rachel. Bought alot of things today. Spent 100 over. Oh god. I'm spending too much this holidays. >.< i just cant get control of the money in my wallet! Lots of things yet to buy. =X

Exhausted after a long shopping day. Enjoyed the company. Thanks, Rachel. ((:
Kor borrowed a car for 2 days. Gotta sit his car tmr! Wonder how he's driving skills. hahaha. But mum said not bad eh. lol.
It's another nightmare ytd again. =( And i felt that i've dreamt that before! It's creepy. =S


I wonder.. are we?
No. That's not what i want.
Sigh..

Kpool + Kbox

Woah! Ytd was a double K-day. Haha. I went out with Melvin & Sharon to both K-pool & K-box. It's what i love to do. (: Altho' i dun really knows how to play pool, i get great satisfaction whenever i hit in a ball. Dunno why i often find my hands not smooth enough. Is it because of the positioning of my fingers? I guess so.

K-student starts at 2pm. So we went in at 2pm and sang all the way till 7pm. Woo-hoo! Damn shiok. Sang till everyone was drained out. 5 hrs of continuous singing was great tho'. I'm fortunate i din have sore throat this morning! hah.

Took neos after that. Quite nicely taken. Sufficient time for decoration! (: Waiting for scanning.. Had our dinner at the foodcourt before we took LRT to Bukit Panjang Plaza. We wanted to go for a few rounds of bowling but Superbowl was replaced by Harvey Norman! -.-' Wasted trip. Sharon and i decided to go home since it was late. Melvin went to meet his friends to collect his pay.

Got home to watch the last episode of My Girl. The show's damn nice. I admit, serbian. Lol. I finished it within 3 days! It's quite short actually. =(

Realised that my 'panda eyes' aint going off. It's still staying with me even i slept at.. 12mid? I need to salvage my eyes. If not, i'll look restless with this. So ugly.

"Panda eyes! SOS!"

Had a nightmare the previous night. I ran. Under the rain, i cried. I tried to escape from your sight because i felt nauseated towards you.


It's okay if i'm able to do it.
But, what if i don't?
What will happen to me then?

Sentosa outing.

Wee~ It's pure fun ytd. Din manage to blog it out ytd since my kor had to use his laptop for his exam preparation. Alright, some updates.

We met up all the 11 of us before we trained down Harbour Front. Cam-whoring with Anna. Then, we went to buy some food for our lunch later at the beach. Since we're at Vivo city, we decided to take the Monorail at level 3. But, the queue was damn long so we walked back to the bus interchange instead. Lucky us, we got the seats right at the back of the bus. None was left sitting alone. (:

The bus route was changed somehow due to the building of Casino & other stuffs i think. We alighted at the beach station. Then walked down to Palawan beach. There's alot of kids over there compared to Siloso which we shifted over there after that. W/o asking for permission, we played at the reserved courts. Haha. Of cos we're being told to leave after that. We realised there aint alot of courts so Wan Er decided to go over Siloso Beach to check it out. Meanwhile,
we buried Bing Han's leg & took a photo for memory. Phone call from Wan Er so we went over to Siloso. On the way, i felt my cheek getting hot! I guess it's sunburnt. Applied lotions on my face altho my hands are full of sands. >.<

Yea. Siloso is definitely more cooler than Palawan. Played volley ball. Then, went down to the sea where i splashed Anna till she's all drenched. wee~ so fun! haha. =P Walked to the 'nearest' toilet to wash away the salty water. Feel so silly when we're walking back cos we're dripping from head to toe! LOL. Got back. Another splashing with sharon, melvin & Bing han. Sat on the sand in the water and chatted along. Went back to get sth to eat before Sharon, Anna & i got changed. Anna & Jing Yu went home. Soon, the rest came back from their volley ball games. They won both matches! Congrats! (:

Monorail-ed back to Vivo after they washed up at Palawan toilets. Then trained back to Woodlands to have our dinner. Gossiped on the way. Contents not revealing. (: Then went home. Managed to upload photos into the laptop but din have the chance to send it to the others. So sorry! :( i'll send it to you all if i have the chance. ASAP i hope. So, i'll upload some over here.

I thought i had sun burnt but i din! so glad. heh. Those who got it, put lotions!! Tk care~ More meet-ups pls. I'm lovin it. :D

PHOTOS











The same familiar feeling.
I never wanted.

What shld i do?

Back frm Bugis with mum. She took half day leave cos' she said she's sian with her work. LOL. Mum's funny. Anyway, i went to Bugis to change the shirt i bought a week ago. It's just too tight. -.- I'm fat la. Sigh. Then, we went to pray at the Guan Yin Temple since it's Guan Yin's birthday tmr. After that, we returned back to Bugis Junction to buy my ripples slippers. (:

Realised there's an autograph session at Bugis today. It was Jolin's. So stayed awhile to see her since there aint alot of ppl. >.< Not i'm trying to be sacarstic. It's really little compared to those i saw before last time. Still. She's late for an hr! Cant be forgiven. x(

Trained home after that. It past NYP campus and my imagination ran wild. How is it like in a poly life? I hope it goes well.. hmm..

Yeah! Sentosa tmr! Yi-haaa!
No rain pls! =(

Am i ready?
I have no idea, seriously.
Perhaps we shld remain like this for the time being.
Until i can fully convinced myself. (:

Swim swim.

Yeah! It's great soaking in water.
Esp when it's so hot today!
Wasted trip down to Jurong Swimming Complex. x(
Instead, Bian & i went to my uncle's condo to swim.
It's still fun w/o the slides & waves. (:
We have Jacuzzi. Imagining us having spa. haha.

K-Pool after that.
We spent quite a long time trying to hit the balls in! -.-
More practices needed.

urgh! kor said i need to wait for another PC fair to get my laptop!
I'm so desperate to get one now! >.<

My mind went blank.
Full of scars.

going crazy each time.

Updates for fri.
Played badminton with Anna since serbian couldn't wake up despite having us bombing her phone!
She's so pig la. x(
Then. we took neos before she went off to meet her mum at the custom.
It rained heavily then.
Was damn bored la. aix.
End up having a nap.

Finally i finished my medical checkup ytd.
I thought i had to queue.
But luckily, i went to the 3rd counter to ask.
It was done by roughly 10mins. (:
Trained down to Queensway with mum after that.
Got a another shade. hehe.
There's a butterfly right below at the corner.
Quite exp but i like it. heh.
Walked down to Ikea.
Bought the panel curtains for my room.
Gotta DIY. :/
Had a bad headache ytd night.
Maybe because of the heavy downpour. =(

Oh great. Swimming on mon!
And god, pls dun rain on monday!
I wanna play pool~ anyone's free on weekdays?
Sms me pls. Greatly appreciated. hees.


Suddenly, i got so frightened by phone calls just because i dun wanna explain & start hearing other excuses given by the dialler.
I'm going mad each time you tried to hold back.